What a world, full of fabrication.

Robots fueled by social media and late night news.

Here we live in a place where independent thought and opinion is frowned upon by the majority.

There would be no shock if compliance became mandatory.

A world where freedom doesn’t seem entirely free.

Here we fall, down into an Orwellian society.



Something that begins at such a young age yet changes meaning a dozen times.

We begin to walk, yet stumble on building blocks.

Minds fall down the rabbit hole of a thousand synapses.

Leaves of autumn take their fatal decent from their tree of life.

Rain races from a darkened sky and pounds the ground below.

Blankets of snow land on their runway of frozen grass.

We fall to our knees in praise of whatever our soul believes in.

All of these ways to fall, and somehow I fell for you.

I Remember

Where were you when the sun set? When the sky turned shades of orange and purple but then faded to black?

I remember.

I remember standing there, with wind whistling through my hair. The scent of the salty sea in the air.

I remember indigo rippling along the water as the moon began to rise. Standing there, still, with peaceful serenity in mind.

My world suddenly filled with colors so vibrant they still shown with my eyelids closed. My senses rose to peaks higher than the depth of my deepest valley.

How the sky illuminates from the day to the night. A moment of change God chose to use as a canvas to paint.

I remember, standing there, with nothing left to fear, with the greatest artist at the bow and I at the rear.

Just Awhile

Come back home,

Where the shore meets the land

Where your past is washed away,

Like footprints in the sand.

Come back to me,

Lance your fingers in my hand.

Brush my hair away,

But just a strand.

We can’t stay long,

I hope you understand.

Just for awhile,

As long as time can withstand.

Beyond the Stars

Under the light of the pale, moonlit sky, I dreamt of you. I saw a secret place for just me and you hidden just beyond the stars. A tiny cottage nestled in trees of evergreen. Here we fall asleep listening to the sounds of all creation.

The dark of night is no longer plagued by monsters and the light of day holds no expectation. Here we live moment by moment, flowing along with the sound of a babbling brook.

Within this secret place, we find our peace. Here we are no longer the sum of what life makes us out to be. Here we are simply us, happy and free.

Beneath the stars I find myself, looking up, leaving my dream once again. Still I remember, that place of peace. I hold it within my heart, until it’s very last beat.

Then I’ll escape once again, to that secret place just beyond the stars. There I’ll be waiting for you, hidden in leaves of evergreen.

Forest of Dreams

In a forest

Full of magic.

You can find me here.

Where birds sing

And soar on wings

Light as a dream.

Scents of rose buds

Swarm like honey bees.

Rays of sunshine beam

Just between the trees.

Plush, green grass

Just beneath my feet.

Roots running deep.

Far within

My forest of dreams.

Broken Into Light

My world was surrounded in gray. The light of day mixing with the dark of night. Suddenly, I heard your voice boom forth, only your face was hidden behind the darkness. Your words came out in a way my ears could not perceive. Your purpose of speaking went unknown to me. Again, your voice boomed. In fear, I retreated further into my shell of protection. There I lay hidden.

Forward you came, taking my small shell into your hands. You looked down upon me with softened eyes. Again you spoke, only louder this time. Loud enough that my shell began to crack.

Light began to escape into the forest around me. I crawled towards a small crack to look out, but your voice sent me backwards as my shell shattered.

Falling to the ground, I noticed the light swimming around me. The trees now a vibrant green and the sky a piercing blue. I landed in a bed of wild flowers, a sea of colors. I looked around for my savior, but nowhere could I find him.

In a moment’s time a small, purple butterfly came and landed upon my hand. As I watched it’s wings flutter, a sense of peace came over me.

Suddenly I knew, you were still there with me and always would be.

Discovering Me

The past few months have been quite chaotic. I’ve had to dive back head first into college and responsibilities of every day life. I’ve also begun spreading my wings and adventuring into new hobbies.

I’ve been on a path of self discovery for awhile now, but lately I’ve truly been feeling the progress I’ve made. Happiness is something that is coming easier to me. I try to surround myself with things that make me smile and bring me joy, no matter how small. I’ve filled my personal space with things that give me life.

The biggest advice I could ever give is find what makes you happy and do that. Life is beautiful. Sure it is chaotic and we see that especially in the world we live in currently. If we let it, it will break us and tare us down, but there is so much joy out left to be had and discovered, even now. Happiness is out there, sometimes it’s just hard to find.

With that being said, I am happy with the progress I have made, but I miss writing. Sure I have been journaling, but it isn’t the same as sitting down and letting my imagination run wild. I miss creating. So here I am, back again. Be on the look out for new pieces coming soon. 🙂

My Nightmare

There’s a familiarity

In the coldness

Of the space between us.

A ghost of my past

That I once felt.

My fingertips have traced

Lines on phantom skin

Once before.

Never did I think

That skin would become yours.

Spirits of past haunt me still.

Maybe this space is

Simply a gap

Of my own creation.

My fear that the same flame

Will burn me twice.

Only this time from

A much hotter fire.

My fear is that our demons

Will refuse to coexist.

Our fires will merge

Until we turn to ash.

Maybe you don’t see that.

My fear is hidden

Far behind my eyes.

You can’t see the destruction

That so easily comes to life.

I see it.

I feel it.

It terrifies me now.

Visions of what

May never come.

Be still,

Let me lead you

In my nightmare.

See what I see

Now escape with me.

Like a Bee

Maybe I’m sweet as honey,

But I promise I’ll sting

You like a bee.

Please, don’t

Underestimate me.

Do it for your own safety.

My body glows

With brighter light

Than rainbows.

Darkness also bursts

Just beneath my seams.

Don’t run from me,

I beg you please.

Hold me close,

Put my mind at ease.

If you care for me,

Allow me to grow,

I’ll be a force that gives

Breath to all.

Without me,

What life

Would there be?

Place value onto me

And I promise

I’ll return the favor to thee.

Love me now,

And I’ll love you forever

Until the prettiest

Of flowers wither and die.